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2008-08-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

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since everyone's saying that my skin is screwed, this shall be temporary.
will change back bs when i'm done with my work.

Back to serious.

2008-08-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

Esther says she had been reading my blog and all my stuffs are on fangirling.
so maybe i should talk about more down to earth stuffs?

SINGAPORE'S FIRST MEDAL AFTER 48 YEARS
(yes, sounds pathethic, but whatever)

won by our paddlers, table tennis players.
alright, they are all under the foreign talent scheme.
yes, they are born in china.
of course, they are not pure singapore blood.
but the most important thing is that, they are flying the Singapore flag.
everyone's telling me, "Oh ya, she won what, so what? aint singaporean at all, also china one."
ya, she's born in China alright.
to quote from the newspaper: Made in China, Made it in Singapore.
They were born in China alright, but they are doing all this for Singapore.
Someone can tell me, "You don't even know whether they are really doing this for Singapore or they are just doing for the sake of fame and money."
If our paddlers are born in Singapore, will you say the same thing?
What's with all this prejudice?
We are all chinese right? We all bleed the same blood right?
Then what's the difference?
Just because they were BORN in China but came to Singapore and MADE IT here?

And if you really must argue, tell me, who are the natives of Singapore?

Singapore is an immigrant country, made up from our forefathers from India, China, etc.
So tell me, where's the real Singaporean?

another point.
even before the match started (note, STARTED), people are already saying, "Aiyah, sure lose one la."
Yes, i admit, the China team is really strong.
Yes i admit, the tops are all in China.
But at least have FAITH in your own country?
(and Christians, i thought you all will know better. No offenses to Christians or other religions though)
spirit? No.
support? No.
Imagine the stress of standing in front of all the China supporters in China playing against China.
Everyone there is cheering for China (although some cheer-ed for Singapore, thanks :D), you are the minority.
What will you need the most? Support isn't it?
and what do this we do?
Suan them, say they can't do it, say they are all china people.
It's unbelievable what people can say, really.

Disappointed.
Just way disappointed.

WORKING TOGETHER.

a pain?
why does it takes so much just to get people to settle down and listen?
listening, just listening.
does it takes up so much of your precious lil' time to talk to your best friend, to go kachiau someone?
Just that 2 minutes of saying something and conveying a message, why cant all of you just listen?
Why resort to anger and shouting/screaming just to get people to listen?
Why must, someone, always stand in front, screaming and shouting just to get all of you to listen?
Why must she feel so exasperated, so hopeless and even to the extent of NUMB to it already?

worth it?

she's just asking for some attention to get her point across everyone, to tell everyone something and she needs to spend 5 minutes settling down everyone just to tell a 2 minutes thing.
wow, great math.

i'm just asking for some respect to her, some attention to what she wants to say.
try being the one standing up there, while you talk to your friend about dancing, while you talk to your friend about how hot/cute this character is, while you talk to your friend about just any random thing in the world.
you say, "I'm only (...) I'm listening what!" roll your eyes, and continue talking.

wow, it helps alot man.

yes i agree, there were times where i do that too.
i apologised, and listened.
but you all never did.

understand her pain.

try. wouldnt hurt right?
________________

i just freaking (almost) typed an essay out.
just some stuffs that i really want to say :D

BYEEEE.
shall be off to do the L.A. essay. :D

HAPPY JIYONG DAY + 2ND ANNI

2008-08-19T20:12:00.006+08:00

WARNING: Skip this post if you're intolerable about fan girling.

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

~~okay, i cant believe i forgot to pimp post bout jiyong's birthday.~~

19-08-08 Happy 20 Years of Living :D

Kwon Ji Yong who never fails to make me happy with his megawatt smile.
Kwon Ji Yong who wrote so many hit songs.
Kwon Ji Yong who contributed so much to Big Bang by being the best leader i knew.
Kwon Ji Yong who gays Seungri.
Kwon Ji Yong who has ever changing hairstyles.
Kwon Ji Yong who lost his smile in the bowl-cut period.
Kwon Ji Yong who has the unbelivably cute chick/duck hair.
Kwon Ji Yong who shocks the world with his mohican hair.
Kwon Ji Yong who makes my day.
Kwon Ji Yong, G-Dragon.

Credit: redevilica@soompi
the ever changing hairstyles :D

the gay pair.

duck/chick hair (L)

Jiyong as a Hershey Kisses Chocolate.

the look in his eyes is awesome.

cute.

MOHICAN! :D

"Your heavy burden, dark shadows, I will block them all now"

trombone! :D

some of my sigs + avas.
C & C IF TAKING!

melt.

megawatt smile.

Happy 20th Birthday! (L)
___________

How Gee colors.
19-08-08 Happy 2 Years of Big Bang :D

2nd Anni :D
like nari said, we had grown with them.
from the start, the hip hoppie group with outrageous styles.
to the hip hop sensation in Korea with different music approaches.
Kwon Jiyong who had been through his PMS period.
Dong Youngbae from a innocent young boy to the sizzling hot 8pecs guy.
Choi Seunghyun from a plain rapper to a sexy man (and most likely the only sexy guy i had described that was so damn covered)
Kang Daesung from his horrible "man-sen" gags to his "nalbwa gwisoon" crack.
Lee Seunghyun from his "noona, ah yang" cuteness to his grown up and mature handsomeness.
Big Bang has definitely grown.

Esquire.

Colorfull hoodies.

Hip Hop generation.

Ol' Style.

Stand Up.

Baskin Robbins

Hwaiting and fight on!

BACK

2008-08-17T19:03:00.001+08:00

Credits: x_fei@LJ
if this is not cute, nothing is.

shall be back to blog :D

SMILEY CAP.

OMG IT'S LABEL SAYS BLACK ANT LOLOLOLOL.
(inside joke.)

adorable :D

actually, the basic reason i bought is is cos:

youngbae wears it :x

GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

the two youngest and grandma :D

everyone trying to get a pic of the cake and grandma :D

BEST PHOTO EVER.

:D

filial! :D

erm.

cut.

guess?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

went to play pool afterwatds.
all the way till 2.30 am.
POOL IS SUPER FUN.
anyone interested can call me and jio me out to play :D
ate supper afterwards and went home.
slept @ 4

brother in action.

woke up the next day to watch PHELPS in action :D
8 gold. phenomenal yo.

and a very pretty picture from my home :D

//edit:
CONGRATS SINGAPORE FOR GETTING SILVER IN OLYMPICS 2008!
YOU GO, PADDLERS! :D

MICHAEL PHELPS

2008-08-13T22:08:00.004+08:00

is phenomenal.

9 gold medals (6 from athens)
and 5 more to go.

swimmers and their determination inspires :D

and that's one thing about michael phelps being phenomenal and swimmer and all.

he's damn sexy.

body to die for aye?

and he's crack.

:D

/edit:
AND I FORGOT.

MARCEL NGUYEN

hottest gymnast ever seen. LOL.

as quoted from (the other) vanessa:

angel face, devil body.

hell agree.

For a chingu :D

2008-08-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

Evie told me to post this:

GDragon's hair inspired by who?

Haha, it seems that GDragon’s new Mohican hairstyle is inspired by Gragon Ball family.

Not only so, it seems that it’s actually YGEnt’s idea to follow the Gragon Ball trend. I’ll show you why…

Even Eum Jung Hwa is doing it. Haha.

It’s not my idea though. Some netizens thought of this and I thought I’d share. ^^

Credit: sookyeong.wp

~momovip @ bb fansite

amusing :D

(still refusing to blog normally ><)

OH. I RECEIVED MY SMILEY CAP :D

하루 하루.

2008-08-10T16:52:00.008+08:00

하루 하루.

넌 늘 저 하늘같이 하얗게 뜬 구름과도 같이 새파랗게
넌 늘 그렇게 웃어줘 아무 일 없듯이
You’re always blue like the sky and white like the floating clouds, you’ve to always laugh like that, as if there is nothing wrong.

After so long...

2008-08-05T20:46:00.005+08:00

had been MIA for so long, shall post :D

concerts @ esplanades :D

CHINESE DANCE CONCERT - 1 AUG

tessa's ticket :D
RESTRICTED VIEW. LOL.

totally awsm.
even though i'd never really liked chinese dance (bad experience ><) but it was really good :D went off early in gym and bathed super fast and waited for chuan and went together. yuka was hilarious on the bus.

"Stop whining la."

LOL.
CD dance concert was osm.
i love dong tian lai le, osm with the red umbrellas hanging over the stage.
all the ladies in white while the only guy in black and carrying a red umbrella.
really, beautiful and breathtaking.
beautiful night and stupid chuanling took the wrong side of the train and reached home at the same time as me when she could have reached earlier. stupid scandalous girl :D

CONCERT BAND CONCERT - 4 AUG

grats bei, junqi and jessietee. :D

total love too :D
at first it was kinda boring but nearing the end it gets really good :D
BEI SHI IS THE CUTEST SQUISHY THING ON EARTH YOU BEARRRRR.
(although she's pervertic)
really cute :D
went ate with ev, jess and aud before the concert and bought chocs for the performers :D

rosanne was hit on by this angmoh guy who looks like zac efron.
REALLY. LOOK. LIKE. ZAC. EFRON.
the guy asked her if she could have a picture together and then the picture turned out blurred and we fled.
zomg. so amusing. LOL.

~~shall wait for pictures from ev :D~~

TODAY

everyone was so lethargic in the morning:

SLEEP SOME MORE.

the hand belongs to:

rosanne :D

random photo grabbed from ev :D

bleeding eye

2008-07-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

cyworld. is. making. my. eyes. bleed.

WHY THE HELL IS IT SO CONFUSING D:

i dont even know why and how i got cajoled into doing/making a cyworld.

cross country + mc day.

2008-07-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

MONDAY

cross country.
walked a quartz then started running :D
it was quite.. random.
and mac ritchie is quite nice to run in.
screw the uneven ground but the shade is really good :D

went out with shannon, junqi, shanping, rosanne, jianing and evie to vivo later.
couldnt stay really late cos have to be guai (to get back my pod D:)
walked around.
ate thai food with evie jianing and rosanne and was spaztic :D

lazy,
so:

cross country

TODAY
didnt go school.
went to see doctor.
hypotension and migraine (again).
:/

slacked the whole day off :D

KOREAN FOOD OUTING;edited

2008-07-27T20:03:00.007+08:00

food outing with xing, teri and paulineeee. :D

went far east to eat the korean restaurant :D\
spazzed like crazy in the restaurent. LOL.
and seriously, we took so long deciding the food cos we were spazzing too much in between. LOL.
played around with shades and went crazy for awhile spazzing again.
then 2 koreans sat beside us and started talking and we were like, quiet. ._.
then we were somehow talking bout the coolktime competition that xing won and started singing kohjidmal the TROT way.
it's super funny laaaaa.

"aih'm soh solli butt aih lav u dah koh jid mal~"

then the korean ladies turned around and stared and i was like ohshit. LOL.

pictures:

pauline's shades.

my shades :D

garlic.

pauline

xing

pauline + teri

went to cine to eat pat bing soo.
damn. delicious.
and pauline ordered everything, and the waiter was like, "oh, so you're the one paying for them isnt it?"
LOL!
and watched dongbang five in the black concert and deduced that yoochun really looks like andy from some angles :D
very. funny.

pictures:

went to sol mart later to eat the haha icecream and yanggaeng, which is the manwon haengbok food TOP ate :D
LOL.
and we ate it the way haha gave top :D
(watch if you dont know thennn)
and yanggaeng is..
not THAT enjoyable :D

pictures:

more photos

______________________

this post is damn shit cos i aint feeling great and rather pissy.
i promise i will edit this soon.

to someone, i'm really disappointed, although it's such a small issue.
i guess, it's that trust i'm finding and i dont blame anyone if i cant find it yet,
like A had said before, it's like the murphy law.
the buses you want never comes so soon.
i'm just really disappointed and sad and angry too.
awkward. really awkward.

parents confiscated my ipod.

i think i had said before,
but i really hate crying.
it makes me feel weak.

take here

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

rather true i guess :D

phail

2008-07-25T22:49:00.001+08:00

so i really did phail.

D7.

i think the worst thing is that i never felt anything while ppl around me were crying.
boo.
maybe cos i had expected it.

nari and huiting, you two lose, i phailed :D

lala, i need to study soon.

I CANT WAIT FOR MY SHADES TOMORROW! :D

random post, i know, i'm lazy to post up photos :D

boo sa.

LOL. i shall shutup.

busierrrr~

2008-07-24T21:26:00.001+08:00

Life's getting complicated :D

firstly, with math phailing and everything, i need to catch up on it.
secondly, bbsg layout needs a change.
thirdly, i need to get off the comp.

boo! :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

2008-07-24T18:19:00.004+08:00

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY JESSIE TANNNN!

this looks very cute. :D :D

okay slow i know,
dont blame me, i'm uploading at webshots and it's taking bloody long D:
i was actually wanting to wait for it but then it's like, taking forever, so i shall post W/O photo first.
stay and wait for photos :D

this was meant to be yesterday's:

it all began on a rainy day...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSSSSS!

VANESSA GOH!!!
yay haha you have been like my best friend since like last year?? haha remember last year when we sat at the back row and kept talking and talking and talking about suju and even ms goh couldnt stand us. haha omg miss those days when we went crazy over suju man!! haha as usual, projects with you was a messXD always do last minutes one. haha but still. FUN! haha we are like always the last ones cramming notes into our heads just before the exams=x haha ok no matter how ugly the shirt you made for me is i shall wear it out still ok=) haha jy for block test~!

that really moved me :D
yea, we had been bestfriend since last year and spazzing about suju was always ultimate fun :D
and then ms goh was always like "Jessie and Vanessa, stop talking!" kind of thing (even though she still loves us LOL) and i will be spazzing about how cute teuk and kangin are and you will be like KIBUMMMMM! and i'll always be dissing you bout kibum, just for the sake of dissing :D and that time when you bought attack of the pretty boys and you were totally KIBUM-ing all the way while i was thinking how hot donghae look and kangin being so wtfunny and where hell teuk was. and then you moved to the dongbang ship leaving me alone with my suju till i moved to bb :D and now you're with your SHINee! you and your ANOTHER kibum, KEY. :D
projects are of cos the mess cos we dont do anything (and let saiying do everything :X). rmb the time you two came over to my house and did the wash-the-cloth thing project and we made saiying do everything while you just sat there and watch unstoppable marriage? :D it was fun (sorry saiying, LOL) :D
mass cramming works :D really, and you always learn different stuffs from me so i kinda leeched you on stuffs LOL.

take pic of your shirt when you wear it out kay! :D LOVE YAAAA! :D

sai's cake :D

bus trip to ngee ann

birthday girl got to chose her cap first :D

windmill thingo.

JESSIE :D for more check here.

track :D

after the F1 thingy, tried to walk out of ngee ann but ended up walking towards SIM instead (dont ask me how, it just, happened.)
and according to saiying:

got a little lost following Audrey/Van out of Ngee An. we left at 2+, walked a long long way out.
when we boarded the bus and one bus stop later, we saw Jia Ning and Amanda.
and they left about 2.30 ++.
which means we bloody took as much time as they stayed!
heh, and Rosanne was complaining all the way.

yea, you get the point :D

bus-ed to the school then to orchard to walk again! (and i remembered rosanne being "WALKING AGAIN? WTH!" mode.)
walked around wisma for awhile first before going to cine to buy tickets to watch PROM NIGHT.
walked around for somemore and took neos (which i havent upload and is lazy to do so, next time man).
met chuan and yunge who was just walking around with nothing to do.
chuan said i look young! LOL.
oh, and cine's arcade's dance machine is goddamn horrible. DONT PLAY IT.

got in a bit late for prom night.
people who havent watch, GO WATCH :D
it's hell great, love it :D
and everyone was screaming cept for me (cos i'm so brave ahahhaa.) and rosanne was grabbing my hand, jess was snatching my jacket, saiying wasnt even looking while audrey just got scared and stoned.
LOL.
fun, really :D
and jess and sai looks REALLY pale after that :D

walked to wisma to eat pepper lunch, jess' treat :D
and pepper steak was out of order D: BOO D:
anyway was really fun with all the suanning of rosanne and *
and also audrey and her * LOL.
okay, identities are to be kept secret aye?
cam whored for somewhile (technically, rosanne camwhore-d the most)

besties :D

batmans :D

ros and aud :D

AUDREY!

camwhore rosanne (damn she's photogenic)

then audrey and saiying went to coffee bean to do surprise for jess while me and ross took her around as she find shoes to buy (unsuccessfully).
and then did the birthday celebration cake thingy at coffee bean and extracted from sai's blog:

ooooooh, we celebrated Jessie's birthday (again) at Coffee Bean, with this landslide cake thingummy that wasn't even finished.
hur, the thing i remember most.

"Eh! I need to take photo! Light it up and blow the candle again."
"Oh. Okay."
*Blows candle*
"Haven't take! Blow again."
*Blows candle*
"Hey, since we only have one candle, you must blow it fourteen times."
"ER."

heh.
we only got to 6, though. then go through the whole picture thing with cutting the cake.
THEN, Van's camera died.
hahaaa amusing X 185904153869233 laughed like hell.
♥

it's mudslide cake, not landslide.
honestly, the cake = not nice :X

coffee bean

cake. looks can be decieving.

loves this pic :D

cutting the cake. LOL.

feeding.

unglam lol.

shopped around some more and finally went home :D

fell asleep real fast so couldnt use the comp at all :D

for more pics check HERE okay? :D
grab and tell me :D

i'm so sorry i doubted everything, it wasnt anyone's fault but my fault. stop being such an introvert, retard.

i should be studying...

2008-07-20T21:52:00.001+08:00

actually, I DID STUDY OKAY.
anyway, i should be posting bout gym comps but i promised this gonna be a quick one.

MINWOO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!

okay. i'm gonna stalk him.
WHO'S COMING WITH ME?

to reward myself

2008-07-17T22:36:00.001+08:00

Source: Cyworld

Credit: S, VipRoom@BBVIPZ

FREAKING. CUTE :D

and i studied for 3 hours non stop geog today. so. accomplished :D

I WANT NEW GOODS.

2008-07-15T21:17:00.001+08:00

I WANT THESE:

ATO MATSUMOTO SHOES.

p.s. buy it for me here

NIKE DUNK SHOES.

BAPE (SPONGEBOB) TEE.

BAPE (SPONGEBOB) HOODIE.

CHANEL NECKLACE.

WHITE SHUTTER SHADES.

LOUIS VUITTON MILLIONAIRE SUNGLASSES.

COLONIZE VARIEMON TEE.

p.s. buy it for me here.

HUSTLER BAG.

p.s. buy it for me here.

i should stop daydreaming :/
but i seriously want ATO MATSUMOTO SHOES.
and the bape spongebob tee is freaking cute :D
OH. AND SHUTTER SHADE MUST WHITEEEE!
and of course, LOUIS VUITTON MILLIONAIRE SUNGLASSES is impossible.
2k. seriously. LOL. :D

okay, i should go back to do zuo wen :D

kop-ed from jianing's blog

2008-07-14T19:59:00.003+08:00

GWISOON LMAO. (inside joke)

(somehow my teeth looks straight in that pic :D)

~~still waiting for miroo's neos scan. LOL.~~

JONGXZXZXZ birthday celebration!

2008-07-12T19:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY JONGJONG!

may your sorethroat get well soon and you will stop being sexy :D

went to orchard to celebrate JONG's birthday ! :D
actually, we were suppose to give her a surprise :D
but then, nari brought her to us when we are in the midst of writing her birthday cards. LOL.
JONGX'S VOICE IS LIKE SO SEXY MAN!

vanessa's patch: TOP

vanessa's patch: CHOITOP

vanessa's patch: SEOBANGGGG!

zaza trying to untie the balloooon (when jongx is here already. LOL)

zaza greeting/wishing her a happy birthday!

looking very happy :D

BLUE BALLOOON! I LIKE!

jong: "OMGGG!"
when she sees the big big photoframe!

the white thingy at the bottom is miroo's hand. LMAO.

going through all the presents :D

OUR BIGBIG GIFT TO HER AND SHE GOT SO 'OMG' OVER IT. LOL.

admiring.

going crazy :D

going through the cards again :D

and again :D

"hehe"

*shy*

stalker pic of nari.

DAESUNG BALLOON.

so innocent!

love this pic :D

and then we went to cine to take neoprints!
(waiting for miroo to send me) :D
and then walked around and MISE IS CLOSED!
everything too overpriced la.
hmm, went to SOL mart. :D
went to food court to drink stuffs and wait for huiting to come :D

the best pic :D
jong looks so innocent (with that balloon) and looking at our neos :D

nari is a pokemon addict.

this was not on purpose! she just happened to bring the balloon down and she did not attempt to cover her face. LOL.

pokemon addict.

stalker.

huiting came. STALKER PIC.

stalker pic of za.

she killing me.

we went to take neos again with huiting this time and then after that walked all the way to cathay house to eat ben and jerry's :D
OH.
mirooo and i kept singing "1234back" to annoy ppl. LOL.
AND KEPT SINGING ON THE ESCALATORS (randomly.)
it just happened.
spazzed about every single thing that can be spazzed about?

for example hyunjoong in wgm. LMAO.

"i dont like the sea/beach cos there's sharks there."
-hyunjoong.

WHATTHEHELL LOL.

stalker pic :D

ben and jerry's GREAT! :D
shared with miroo :D
and then talked and talked.
from random things like, nari's boyfriend (<-LOOK NARI.) SANGHO:

the meaning of "angelic face, demon body"

look how close nari and sangho is. LOL.

and talked about fanfics.
LOL. AHHAAH. that's the funniest part. LOL.
making za go crazy over fics.

random :D

B & J (and somehow bday girl is in the pic)

feed the dustbin!

ICECREAMXZXZ

ICECREAM!

sinful.

i have an infatuation for the balloon. I KNOW.

B & J

B & J!

nari mashing up her stuffs. ._.

overall, it's super fun. LOL.
makes me forget the pain in my mouth
(whatthehell braces)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONG JONG! :D
and get well soon!

love you teri!

2008-07-11T23:17:00.004+08:00

K-pop change my world.

Park is not just normal park with birds flying, and tree all around.
It's Park Hong Jun.Park jungjin.

Seven is not written as 7 or spell as seven. Its SE7EN.

You don't just say "A" without any hand gesture. You say "A" and your hand will automatically do the "A" sign.

Top of the world,top in a class. Nono, wrong way of using the word "top".
<- and this is the correct way to use the word "TOP"

Big bang is a term where we go spazzing around. It's not big bang theory we learn in science
lesson

501 is a special number.

Jewelry is not accessory like necklace that let us wear to beautify us. They sing and dance "one more time"

"So hot" and "tell me" is not a normal phrase.

When people say "im so sorry", the next line will be "but i love you".

What's delight? It's D-lite ;D

When we see flowerpot, we will think of a guy name Alex.

~~Do thing right, because u only got 1 time to try it~~It's 1TYM!

Bacon does not mean meat and teddy ain't a bear.

Spongebob had never look so good before ;D

killing mosquitoes are like saving my family's lifes.-Hyun joong

Youtube is our best friend

credit: Thanks for vanvan and xing for some of the point =D

teri, i love you manxz!

cutest gif ever

2008-07-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

braces hurts!

i'm suppose to quit wgm but i just saw hyunjoong and hwangbo and hyunjoong is total ROFL.

"killing mosquitoes are like saving my family's lifes."

STOP OBSSESSING

2008-07-10T19:23:00.004+08:00

blocks is NEXT NEXT week.
this is horrible.
and i havent really revised yet.
horriblexzxzxz.

SO I HAVE DECIDED, to stop watching WGM from this sunday onwards, UNTIL after blocks.
i'm so obsessed that:
- i made 2 ppl go crazy with me.
- "A"-ing everyone
- Crown J
- my character in drama is called A.
- i dreamt about WGM
- and it's about alex.
- i'm spending too much time on it.

about that.

OH.
I DID BRACES TODAY.
it's luminous orange (L)
i like.

shall wait for jianing to upload her spazzy pics we took today :D

and to say bye:

the (according to teri) V *_* sign

insane convos; edited

2008-07-09T20:54:00.003+08:00

MY COMP IS BACK AND I'M VERY HAPPY (L)

♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
HOLY COWWWW
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
YOU KNOW
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
TEDDY
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
LADJGLKJKL
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
GRABBED HIS
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
...
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
CROTCH
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
AT THE CAM
♥YVONNE likes 1tym gangsta. says:
LAKDJLKJZLKCLZJXKCVJLA

LOL.

photo of the day:

(pss. i attempted a jiyong bun on BEIBEI bear but failed.)

//edit: sian, i want this. HOW.

YDFF + AMK HUB

2008-07-04T21:18:00.001+08:00

YDFF IS FUN!
okay, not as fun as last year, but still overall fun.
sad that i missed BB on the radio though :/
and pity the dedication song list gone :/
but it's kind of great that at least there's BB recognition in NY! :D

walked around and sprayed 1green & 1orange streak of hair dyeee.
saw ghost dollies :D
walked around.
dunked zoe (actually, minyi and qiaohui did).
no one played water games with me :/
played spongebob thingyyyyyyy that's damn cute :D
JOLENE THE SUPER MODELLLL :D
hmm. i guess that basically summed up what happened.

OH. and i think wanglaoshi prolly wont go with us to the field anymore.
the first time we did we poured water over her.
now we put ice in her shirt.
REALLY. :D
but it's hell fun and i got soaked like i just jumped into the swimming pool and came out.
really.

YOUTH DAY

(okay. so i was damn lazy to upload everything.)

went to amkhub afterwards with jojo, shannon, junqi, celeste, shanping, rosanne and evie :D
damn fun cos it's just damn random.
SPAZZED WITH EVIE BOUT WGM ANBI!
(haaha. FINALLY SOMEONE TO SPAZZ WITH)
and then very happy :D
OH snow ice is really nice.

i guess this post aint really making sense cos my sentences are not really stringing together ._.

too much, a!

2008-07-02T19:33:00.009+08:00

i mentioned that i will be pimping post on crown j :D

~~the arms! THE OMFG-DAMN BIG ARMS.~~

Real Name: Kim Kye Hoon (김계훈)
English Name: Kevin (케빈)
Stage Name: Crown Jewel / Crown J (크라운제이)
Birthday: November 12, 1979
Education : Department of Economics, UCLA

SIGNATURE A SIGN!

THIS PHOTO IS DAMN FUNNY:
acting idol-ish when he's a hiphop LA ant.

got obsessed with him after WE GOT MARRIED :D
and i love his songs :D the hiphop genre kind :D

OH just found this quote: "Her hair was like Astro Boy after transformation." - Crown J on Seo In Young

haha. love him to bitxz :D

and recent minihompy pictures:

they should just get together :D

anbi (andy + solbi) used to be my fave WGM couple, but i guess crown j + inyoung has taken over the fave spot :D
they are just so suited for each other AND they are so comfy with each other, skinship and whatnots.

MINIHOMPY:

!@#$%

the A sign :D

oh and the damn neat-and-clean freak he is :D
which guys will bother to wipe his white shoes with wet tissue when they go out and avoid wet weather (cos rain spoils shoes)?
damn cute. :D

and (i know the stuffs are so jumbled up but that's cos i was.. surfing his minihompy :D

the cake he gave inyoung :D
damn cute :D esp when he knows how inyoung loves new arrivals :D

fedoraa:

and this pic is very aoldjajdhae:

and a pic from xing's blog:

A!

random convo today
V: sports or music?
YK: music la!
V: WHY!!!
YK: aiya, i know, you're the kind of 'omg he ripped off his shirt' ppl.
V: ._. WHAT!
YK: hahaahahahaa.

o_o

i want this shirt.

2008-07-01T21:10:00.003+08:00

i'm suppose to be studying and what shit not but i saw this shirt and it's so freaking cute. :D

omg it's so damn cute.

someone get me one please? :D

NEW SKIN!

2008-06-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

hehe. made new skin.
FINALLY. :D

2008-06-29T17:12:00.009+08:00

//edit: more photos! :D
went back to SV yesterday! :D
open house :D

"love, love, love, love song~"
(OKAY. THAT WAS RANDOM.)

met up with xinying @ clementi and went to cck together :D
walked around and found the sixone ppl and went to see mrs wong together :D
man, i miss mrs wong D:
life's so horrible in secondary school. primary school is just pure happiness.
walked around somemore and sat down to chat while jav and rf keep dissing about xinying and her socks+shoes (LOL) :D
hmm. OH YA. saw jianwei.
HE DIET KAY.
wanted to take picture with him (to show his diet success) but then he dont want. :/
talked with xinying @ the canteen and saw JEM!
went to play with his hair. HAHA. SUPER CUTE KAY.
omg i love you jem :D
he's really like a lil' bro. LOL.
(although he's quite dao.)

yt came and everyone prolly cant recognise her. LOL.
LOL. mrs wong's expression was priceless. :D

met up with huiting afterwards and mrt-ed to cityhall :D
talked about all sort of stuffs/ scandals and fangirl-ed. LOL.
WHY NO ONE LIKE ANDY! D:
the trip on the mrt is super fun lor. LOL. *ahemscandalsahem*

reached cityhall and walked all the way to suntec and saw audition contest @ suntec.
some guy was singing 'chu chi zhi wai' and he sounded quite nice :D

met up with VIPs @ burger king and stoned there for quite awhile, went to buy pressie for bro (A SUPER CHIO RED CAP! :D) and met them @ esplanade again.
took pictures spazzily. LOL.

Too Much (Feat. 서인영) - Crown J
"too much, A~"
everyone's so hooked up on that song and doing the 'A' sign.
we prolly looked like crown J fans instead of bb fans. LOL.

crown j and 'wife' inyoung:

A-SIGN! and they look so cute together :D

acted like tourists and started speaking in korean + jap.
till ppl started staring and smiling at us.
and serious, we look like tourists COS we are in a big group. LOL.
like, 20 ppl? LOL.

esplanade!

SINGAPORE!

(L) PATRIOTIC YO.

Jongin and her poses.

her shirt is the main point.

really ._.

PHOTOS FROM NARI:

team bae looking at where?

my fellow vanessa choi :D

team gd looking very guai :D

pretty pretty nari and ._. jongin.
(really, i think it's her shirt that's causing the insane-ness.)

team dae/ the gwisoons.

gwisoons again :D

TEAM BAE IN SPIDEY MODE.
lol @ za's screwed up pose. :D

._. i think it's her shirt again.

._.

zaza & wenting looks cute :D

stalker photo!
OUR 'A' SIGN!

team top ftw!

sitting around?

at least jongin was normal for once. LOL.

candice!

really. i cant see. ._.

(L) LOVE THIS PHOTO.
jongin and wenting looks super cute. HAHAH :D

sitting around (again).

waiting for jongin ~~the nutcase~~ photos :D

p.s. sorry unnies for being so disrespectful. LOL.

EDIT:!!!

TEAM TEEOHPEE. (very corwded eh?!)

TEAM BONG.

TEAM DAE. NALBWA GWISOON!

TEAM BABY.

TEAM DONG.

GROUP SHOTS ARE A HUGE SUCESS!

BONUS:

TEAM TEEOHPEE. Miroo + Wenting.

I LOVE THIS PHOTO TO BITS.

All photo credits to Candice and Crown Jong.

i hearts the group shot :D

2008-06-27T23:49:00.003+08:00

this is andy.
this is yoochun.
andy.
yoochun.
andy?
yoochun?

yea andy.
micky.

andy. yoochun.

NOW tell me yoochun looks like andy.

2008-06-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRO AND JIANING!
1. my bro.
2. his hands.

apparently, my bro doesnt like to take pictures.

i therefore concluded that jianing is crazy.

only 1 1/2 years had passed, but our whole united feelings seems to have gone away. where are the times where we were together as one, 'fighting' off those irritating teachers and homeworks and crap that make us feel so shitty? where are the times where we ganged up just to 'defeat' this teacher? where are the times when we love one another, although we dont say it out, and our feeling just go strong? everyone just seems burdened, reluctant to go for anything anymore. "i'll see first" "er..." "dont know leh" all these are just so... sad. and we used to be so close and life just used to be so funfilled with all of ya. what bout now?

and it's just 1 1/2 years.

and no. not emo, but just 'need to get this off my chest"

ANBI!

credits: flower_pot @ anbi thread @ soompi

i think i'm too obsessed with We Got Married.
(P.S. READERS, WATCH WE GOT MARRIED KAY. IT'S DAMN CUTE.)
but anbi (andy + solbi) is so freaking cute. solbi's prolly the luckiest girl on earth :D
and i have a sudden shinhwa obsession cos of andy now.
eric's hot. :D minwoo's cute and dongwan is just plain funny and MAN :D

the two siggys are really cute :D

2008-06-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

you know, actually i might just start liking studying :D

sitting beside chuan gives me motivation :D
THANKS BUDDY!

"It's not yellow!"- Beishi

2008-06-24T20:00:00.002+08:00

hehehe. i'm like, mass posting today.
BUT THIS IS TOO FREAKING CUTE :D

Hey VIPz…It’s sexy beast Tae Yang (cute name =))…)

Sammmbaee…Big Bang is No.1 on MAA Chart

Seungri: Hey we’re #2 now…Hyung is so backward

You told me what?????

Bleeehhh…#2??? Only 1% behind????

I can’t stand being #2

Now I’m ready to vote like crazy…

Dae Sung, you’ve voted all day?…Good job

VIPz, just 1 time per 10 mins

Hwaiting ..I believe you all

Byyeeeee

creds: tutistyle_babe @ yg bb official thread @ soompi

2008-06-24T19:22:00.002+08:00

says alot about what i do in class aye?

changed seat all the way to the back.
but still sitting with great friends like, chuan, bei and jo :D

hahaha. life might possibly get better :D

//edit:
malacca trip photos from jess' blog :D

caps galore~ :D
love this pic :D

attempting a kang ho dong.

LOL. the real one :D

2008-06-23T23:11:00.001+08:00

2008-06-23T22:54:00.001+08:00

i dont find the need to study.
i dont find the need to go to school.
i dont find the need to do anything.

i just wanna rot and die.

man, i'm not emo.

whatever.

i feel like writing fics but i'm empty.

this is horrible.

i feel like changing skins too but i'm lazy.

daesung's download is taking really long..

maybe that's why i'm emo and all pissy now.

there's school tomorrow.

school is horrible.

to the extent where i want to use the h word.

i still cant wait for grad.

2008-06-23T19:01:00.002+08:00

be amused.
be very amused.
does it means i must be a very bored person?

school started and life is still a bore.

really. i'm waiting for grad. prolly 2 and a half year more.

to keep me amused.

2008-06-20T22:12:00.001+08:00

vote for bb----->

credits to ¸ð³×¸ð³× @bbvipz, jemnise@soompi
click to enlarge

omg. died.

T.O.P. (L)

2008-06-19T18:55:00.008+08:00

//edit: VOTE FOR BB THERE -------->
VOTE OR DIE.

because i'm a lazy poke,
MALACCA TRIP PHOTOS HERE :D

went ECP with teammates! :D
taught Cherie how to ride a bike! LOL.
i didnt even know in this period there's someone who doesn't know how to ride a bike.
cycled all around and found the SANDCASTLE AREA :D
it's so COOL :D
jo and i scribbled our nameeee :D
Cherie was on a roll after learning how to ride a bike and made us ride with her.
RIDE FOR 3 WHOLE HOURS.
after we get off the bike we cant even walk. LOL.
OH YA. WE SAW A GORILLA ON THE WAY HOME.
really. check the pictures.
oh. and me and claudia took a 1 and a 1/2 hour bus trip to parkway.
and back home too. LOL.

PEEK-CHU-ERS:

AND TAKEN FROM ABBY'S BLOG:
Sand Car!
The race car behind is cool :D

SAND CASTLE VALLEY :D

Looking through the gates.

The neatest castle

Great Wall of China Lookalike
PLUS JOSEPHINE :D

MINI OASIS

Claudia, Van, Jo, Me, Cherie
And the well preserved castle :D

Me, Cherie, Jo

Van, Claudia, Cherie

Cherie on her bike!
WAY TO GO! :D

Cherie and Me

Van, Jo, Cherie, Me, Claudia
ON OUR BIKES :D

Cycling, Cherie looks like she was loosing control.
I wasn't moving, we were just starting off.
I'm not THAT GOOD :D

Kitties at the tree :D

oh. yea. the gorilla.
really. very amusing.

2008-06-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

on another note.

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you ", she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you ", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person . Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

Blog hopping and i found that. And it makes TOTAL sense. :D

2008-06-15T20:00:00.005+08:00

i have developed a sudden interest for this song:

바보 babo (Fool)

ye (love is break it) i know girl (you know my situation) right time but i can't (say goodbye)
girl (Our separate ways) Saying that I love you don't cha?

TY,GD]
가 가 가 가지마요 날 두 두 두 두고 떠나지마
자 자 자 신없어요 나 내 두두두두두 눈을 속이지마
가 가 가 가지마요 날 두 두 두 두고 떠나지마
아 아 아 아직까지 난 바바바바보같이 널 기다린다
GD]
시들어져버린 장미 꽃 한송이 그대만의 향긴 아직도
지우고 싶어도 지울 수 없어 아련한 추억 들고 떠나 가는가
너의 모든것을 사랑했는데 왜 서로 다른길을 가려하는건데
솔직하지 그랬어 감싸주지 그랬어 너 밖에 모르던 날 안아주지 그랬어 이 바보야..

chorus]
사랑을 아직도 난 모르겠어 왜 자꾸만 내게서 멀어져만 가는가
바보같이 그대 집 문앞에서 아파해 뒤돌아서 슬픈 내 뒷모습만
아직도 풀리지 않은 오해들 그 속에 헤메이는 너를 향한 그리움
보고싶어 이렇게라도나마 그대 가슴에 살아 숨쉬고 싶을뿐

사랑한다 안 한다 사랑한다 안 한다 돌아온다 안 온다 그립다..

DS,SR,TOP]
가 가 가 가지마요 날 두 두 두 두고 떠나지마
자 자 자 신없어요 나 내 두두두눈을 속이지마
가 가 가 가지마요 날 두 두 두 두고 떠나지마
아 아 아 아직까지 난 바바바보같이 널 기다린다
TOP]
밤새도록 울어봤어 대답없는 너 불러 봤어
세상을 피해 숨어봤어 니가 떠난 순간 나 죽어갔어
그래도 달라진 건 하나도 없더라 점점더 깊어진 병 나만 아프더라
(이별) 지겹더라 (사랑) 지치더라 이 바보야

chorus]

TY]
홀로 쓸쓸히 남아있지만 내 안의 그대의 추억이 날 붙잡고 마지막 잎새여 떨어지지마 내 손을 잡아요

DS,SR]
네가 준 편지와 사진 모두 가져가 버리고 버려도 안에선 지워지지 않아
혹시나 하는 마음에 오늘도 밤을 샌다 이 작은 희망 난 놓치 못할까

chorus all]
아직도 풀리지 않은 오해들 그 속에 헤메이는 너를 향한 그리움
보고싶어 이렇게라도나마 그대 가슴에 살아 숨쉬고싶을뿐

oh oh oh oh oh~ 멀어져만 가는가~
oh oh oh oh oh~ 슬픈 내 뒷모습만~

[TRANSLATION]

Yeah (Love is break it) I know girl (You know my situation)
Right time but I can't (Say goodbye)
Girl (Our separate ways) Saying that I love you don't ya?

Don't, don't, don't go - Don't leave, leave, leave me and go
I don't, don't have the courage - I fool my two, two, two, two, two hands
Don't, don't, don't go - Don't leave, leave, leave me and go
Don't leave just yet, yet - I'm waiting for you like a fool, fool, fool, fool

A wilted rose, the scent of you still remains
Even though I want to erase, I can't
Are you taking all the faint memories and leaving
I loved everything about you, why are you trying go seperate ways
You should have been truthful, you should have embraced me
You should have held this guy who knew only you
You fool..

I still don't know what love is
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool I'm aching standing infront of your house
Turning around, all that's there is the sadness of my backside
There's still so many misunderstandings we haven't worked out yet
Getting lost in my longings for you
I miss you, at least remain like this
I just want to live inside your heart and breath

I love you.. I do not..
I love you.. I do not..
You're coming back.. you're not..
I'm miserable..

Don't, don't, don't go - Don't leave, leave, leave me and go
I don't, don't have the courage - I fool my two, two, two, two, two hands
Don't, don't, don't go - Don't leave, leave, leave me and go
Don't leave just yet, yet - I'm waiting for you like a fool, fool, fool, fool

I tried crying all night, I tried calling for you knowing you wouldn't answer back
I tried avoiding and hiding from the world, the moment you left I died
Still there's not a single thing that's changed
This sickness just becoming deeper and deeper, I'm the only in pain
(Parting) I'm sick of (Love) So tiring
You fool..

I still don't know what love is
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool I'm aching standing infront of your house
Turning around, all that's there is the sadness of my backside
There's still so many misunderstandings we haven't worked out yet
Getting lost in my longings for you
I miss you, at least remain like this
I just want to live inside your heart and breath

Left alone, inside me your memories are holding onto me
Last leaf please don't fall off, hold my hand
Take all your letters and pictures with you
I throw and throw away but I can't erase it inside
Tonight I stay up all night thinking there might be a chance
Will I not be able to let go of this small ray of hope
The misunderstandings not yet worked out
Getting lost in my longings for you
I miss you, at least remain like this
I just want to live inside your heart and breath

Oh oh oh oh oh oh~ oh oh oh oh oh oh~
Are you just becoming farther and farther
Oh oh oh oh oh oh~ oh oh oh oh oh oh~
Just the sadness of my backside

creds ygbb

here:
바보 - BIGBANG

2008-06-14T23:54:00.007+08:00

OKAY.
i shall finally blog :D

REVISIONS
horrid. DAMN horrid.
i should get to it soon.

GOONG S
OMG SE7EN I LOVE YOU MAN (L)
AND BAEKKYOUNG I LOVE YOU MORE (L)
halfway through it already :D
VIP MEETING
went to POPEYES @ the flyer for meeting!
it was like, WOAH, cos there's around 20+ of us and we took 7 tables and joined it together.

LOLOLOLOLOL.

SPORK.
spazzing is super fun.
ESP WITH SU + WENTING + JO.
hahaha. horribly funny.
susu is super cute :D
wenting is hilarious, she made my jaw ache like whatthehell ache. LOL.
jo might just be thai. LOLOLOL.
okay, so i got to know all the new people like, cyndi, baoxia, pauline, joyce, wenting + +
sarah is a medic. LOL.
and all the regs like, nari, miroo (!!!), zaza, xing, candice + +
damn. cool.
esp when they described about the trip. LOLOLOL.
super funny.
"big bahng! big bahng!"
and jo's incredible thai accent.

realised that only the noona-s like shinee. LOL.

mrt trip home was damn whattheheck funny.
WENTING MAKES ME AND MIROO WANT TO JUMP OUT OF THE MRT LAUGHING.

wt: you know when taeyang does the *breathe and suck in the air movement*, there's actually a reason you know.
cos he needs to suck in his saliva.
us: WTH.
wt: YA. then he think "wa, ppl think i look very hot like that so i suck more la" *continue doing the action*

her actions are whattheheck funny.
and the mrt was so unstable i did a body wave.

THE JIYONG BODY WAVE. LOL.
and the repeated yb pumping chest movement. LOL.

reached home really late. LOL.

CIP-Street Sales
WAS FUN YO. LOL.
although it's like, super tired. :D
random picture:

i like this (L)

life is pretty good :D

2008-06-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

1)How many children do you want?
- maybe 2? :D

2)Where would you go if someone sponsors you a air ticket?
- on june 7th, it was Bangkok. now = KOREA.

3)Whats your favourite thing to do?
- spazzing, spending quality time with my friends + computer.

4)Do you think money can buy happiness?
- To an extend, yes :D People say you have to find your own key to happiness. But when you get money, you can buy the key to happiness, right? :D
(LOL.)

5)If you have one dream to come true ,what will it be?
- happiness in the world? :D

6)Do you believe you can survive without money?
- my foot.

7)What are you afraid to lose?
- people around me.

8)If you win one million,what would you do?
- SPEND. and save. LOL.

9)What do you dream of doing in the future?
- graphic designer. LOL.

10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- she's damn fun :D
- and she loves jiyong.
- SHE'S A SG VIP :D

11)What makes you happy?
- BB, COMP, FRIENDS :D

12)What type of person do you hate most?
- Backstabber + 2 faced.

13)If you could have a superpower,what would it be?
- control the world :D

14)Which season do you like?
- winter? :D

15)What do you think it is the most important in your life ?
- BB. LOL. friends :D

16)If it's the end of the world ,what will be your last wish?
-to at least have an affair with top?
LOL. I DONT KNOW.

17)If you have a chance to choose,would you like to come back in time?
- yea.

18)What is the ONE thing you want it badly NOW ?
-bb concert. LOL.

19)Whom are you close to?
- Ng Sai, Jess, Chuan, Jolene, Von <- I MENTIONED YOU. LOL.

20)who do u love?
- TOP. and friends. and comp.

Instructions: remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question ,make it a total of 20 questions then tag 8 pple in your list,list them out at the end of this post.Notify he/she through their chatterbox.
aiyah whatthehell. too freaking irritating ._.

8 pple to tag: Sai, Jess, YT, Xing, Jolene, Stella, the other VanessaChoi, Jianing

i know i'm posting meaningless stuff. i will soon post meaningful stuff.
soon.

2008-06-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

This Love- BIGBANG G-Dragon's Solo
This love, yeah, yeah, yeah
This loving in dugging dison
Oh, I'm straight fallin' this like
Yeah, yeah, yeah
This is song for young

Today, different from other days
Pointlessly, I get more upset
I miss you
And now these words
Turned into words I can't say
Now I can't even watch over you
It's really the end
Thinking back, it was really stupid
Pointlessly waiting
I just misunderstood
You have a boyfriend
I know that
Why you did that, I like you more
My friends say I'm stupid
They say, "What's so good about you?" and snap out of it
They say you just played with me
I don't care, who cares
Just being able to see you
I'm happy

This love never again will love
I won't do it
I look at myself
And question why am I so stupid
This love, is already gone
Not being able to catch cuz it vanished
To the person who won't ever come back
Fly far, far away behind the clouds

No more of you is in my heart
This is like one minus one
September 19th is your birthday
All alone
Alone I'm a fallin' love shady

Do you remember
One night in front of your house
I was nearly there, my heart waiting
Holding a bunch of roses
My heart was already lessened
I waited in the rain but you didn't come
Then I was able to sort my feelings (of you)
Someone must be out there willing to comfort me (sorry)
Without even knowing that I was confused (yes)
And Again I became alone
One love

This love never again will love
I won't do it
I look at myself
And question why am I so stupid
This love, is already gone
Not being able to catch cuz it vanished
To the person who won't ever come back
Fly far, far away behind the clouds

No more of you is in my heart
This is like one minus one
September 19th is your birthday
All alone
Alone I'm a fallin' love shady

What am I supposed to do?
The fact that I love you
I feel like I've sinned
I'm so stressed right now
To your boyfriend
I want to find him and tell him
We can't do this
Now I'm crazy without you for me

This love, now trying to forget
With time it'll go away
With memories it's evident
Why my heart hurts
This love, so weak
Too young to say that it's love
The memories and the past
Fly far, far away behind the clouds

This love, this love
This love, this love
This love, this love
This love, this love
This love, this love
This love, this love
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Hey J, look at me
After you left, it ain't the same
I'm not what I used to be
It hurts so much, you know?
I need you girl
Always, all time, this love

creds: YGBB

J = Kim Jin Ah or rather, G-Dragon's J-girl.

and i never knew this song has such a deep meaning behind it.
and it's so sad. ow.

2008-06-09T18:50:00.002+08:00

1)How did you meet 5? (VANESSA)
hehheh i met her in the market first at a fruit store while choosing banehnehs, then when i went to sec school in 105 i saw the exact same fruit and said HI. now im sitting beside this super lame and insomia-ed person and shes scared of POKES. when you poke her, her leg become KUNGFU LEG and can kick the entire table down(:

HEHE.

17)What's your favourite thing of 5?(VANESSA)
my favourite thing ah......she very spastic and when she gets high ans start laughing liek CRAZY with the crazy bear beside her......I WILL ALSO LAUGH:D lolll and three spastic ppl laughing right at the front there. fun to be with(:

LOL JOLENE ONG. LOLOLOLOL.

iknowi'msupposedtopostaboutmalaccaandstuffsbuthelli'mlazyandomgsoompi'smaintenancenowandicantreadfanficsandi'mactuallyverysadcosbangkoktripwthiaintmakingsenseyay.

2008-06-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

3. Nyeh

16 up, 5 down

An answer to practically everything...

How are you today?
Nyeh.

What was the homework?
Nyeh.

Can I have some candy?
Nyeh.

Nyeh?
Nyeh.

by FSD Jun 10, 2005 email it 0 comments

2008-06-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

okay. i did not die.
thanks for everyone who cared :D
(L)

i lovveeeee all of ya.

tag replies first:

audrey: thank ya! i'm seriously okay now :D
xing: i WISHED i eloped with tabi. asdjauihd. tabi (L)
jo: i love you too :D
beibear: LOL. i think bears are weird.
joleneong: LOLOLOLOL. your tag is the funniest. HAHAHA.
xing: i miss you too! :D
nari: thou art here. :D i miss you toooo :D

thanks all ppl who cared :D

2008-05-29T19:35:00.001+08:00

critical condition.

i guess i wont be posting about malacca trip so soon.

please, dont.

2008-05-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

1 2 3

WATCH.
some sort of fanvid/movie/fan movie/ fanfic kind of thing.
it's touching.

!

2008-05-23T21:25:00.003+08:00

OMGG
HAHAHHAHAHA.

i died laughing at THIS.
MORE. and MORE
ridiculously FUNNY.

i will never look at he ~~she~~ it in the same way anymore.

:D

2008-05-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &

NO CHANGING OF QUESTION. ANSWER IT TRULY.

B) tag 6 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- sad first. then angry. at that goddamn bastard, not that 3rd person :D

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- MEET BB. HAHAHHA :D

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
- big :D

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- hmm. abit?

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
- AHEM. TALL :D and, er, funny guy :D

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- loved by someone :D

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- it depends.. can go really long i guess :D

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- emo.. try to give up :D

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- grandpa going to do dialysis :/

#10 is being tagged fun?
- LOL. no comments :D

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
-GRAPHIC DESIGNER/ taitai (HAHAHHA) :D

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
- BB, FRIENDS, grandpa :D

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- HIGH :D

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- LALALA :D

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
- sleep

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
- willing to :D

.#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- that wont happen :D

#18 what type of friends do you like?
- friends to be there for me :D

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
- if i dislike, they aint my friend anymore :D

#20 how many people you think they fall in love with you now?
- nadah :D

Tagged by : Teriyaki AKA Tzzy Ian :D

PEOPLE TO DO:
- JOLENE ONG :D
- JESSIE TAN :D
- AMANDA TAN :D
- YT (if you see this :D)
- SAIYING :D
- JIANING :D

2008-05-21T18:54:00.002+08:00

long time since updateeee.
many things happened:
- grandpa in hospital.
- grandpa needs dialysis.
- ~~5 years min. 10 years max.~~ damn hell no.
- headache.
- i suspect i have brain turmoil.
- no, it's not migraine.
- did houkong.
- illustrator is cool.

zomg.
this post sucks.

(DONT WORRY, I'M NOT EMO.
i just dont know what to say and my blog seems empty, thus i posted :D)

^down right adorable :D

CAMERA GUY.
i lubxzxz you.

i cant wait for hols :D

2008-05-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

credits: i-shiki@livejournal
( pink- jiyong, yellow- youngbae, green- top, purple- seungri, orange- daesung )
so cutexzxzxz :D

2008-05-18T14:10:00.001+08:00

FOR ALL PPL USING MSN:
Add (R) before your nick, and microsoft donates to children victims of the earthquake. INFO

2008-05-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

ANTHEA GET WELL SOON.
you poor thing.
you're gonna be in a cast for 2/3 months?
ZOMG. GET WELL SOOON!

(that's why you should not cheng shou.)

2008-05-18T00:36:00.004+08:00

HAPPY DONGYOUNGBAE DAY! :D
i love you sexy boy :D

i love DYB for being so shy around girls.
i love DYB for being so sexy that girls just faint for him.
i love DYB for his cute lil eyes :D
i love DYB for having such a great bod.
i love DYB for being a good vocalist.
i love DYB for being the one in bigbang to speak jap fluently :D
i love DYB for sporting a mohawk and pulling it off.
i love DYB for being short and cute.
i love DYB for biting his lower lips and making me crazy.
i love DYB for making me crazy and illegal.
i love DYB for being DYB/ TAE YANG :D
HAPPY 21(k age)th BIRTHDAY! :D

some icons to share:

2008-05-17T23:18:00.006+08:00

there's so much things to say, i need to slow down.
hmm, sabbats are FINE :D
just fine :D
adobe illustrator is so cool.
OKAY, let's start with:
CHOIR CONCERT- A SPECTRUM OF VOICES :D
it's so darn fab :D
and for ppl who wants pics, download HERE :D
sat with chuan and tiong throughout the whole concert.
what can i say but, the power of voices.
all of ya choristers did darn well :D
i thought the second part (after the intermission) was better than the first part :D
love Como Compongo Poco, Yp 'Toy Ioco (Alberto Grau)!
it's darn fab :D
and Chili Con Carne (Anders Edenroth) and Sunrise, Sunset (Jerry Block).
One was absolutely cute while the another one is just so... like the description said, hauntingly beautiful.
pictures of the night~

oh, and a quote:

mr tiong joined us in folding stars. he's actually quite a cool person, hur.
shannon and celeste were there too.
so we were all talking and laughing away.
here's the thing about mr tiong, he doesn't feel like a teacher. he feels like a human. a normal human.
(yes, because teachers don't feel human, apparently)
and he's a great human. one you can talk and laugh and joke with.
but apparently, he fails as a teacher. maybe he's too human.
:/

totally agree on the tiong part.
he's more like a friend actually, like, someone you can be very close with :D
AND HE'S LEAVING AT THE END OF YEAR TO STUDY D:
let's have a farewell for him.

SG IVIP MEETING- SPEEDRACER!
what can i say, LOL.
RAIN'S ENGRISH IS SO UBER FUNNY :D
i cant understand what he's talking about. seriously! :X
(yea, i'm a rain fan :D)
SPOILERS:
and i thought he look the cutest when he found out that SPEED's entering grandpix and he kind of gave a O_O expression. LOL.
and hottest expression when he's, er, became a woman and attacked the arse.
and all his "woohoos~" were EXACTLY the same it sounds like it was recorded and put on replay :D
the story was actually quite okay.
not as bad as, er, SAID.
really, the graphics are quite cool although it takes time to adjust to the bright colours :D
VIP meeting was fun :D
some things that happened:
- ate at the korean BBQ restaurant.
- went to mise and spazzed.
- Ryzal was pretty lonely :/ and quite :/
- THEY CANT STOP TALKING ABOUT THE BANGKOK TRIP.
- maureen looks HELL different.
- jianing came in halfway through the movie and climbed over chairs.
- dominated a lift and sang "WITH U" loudly until it reached the first floor and the door opened and ppl stare weirdly at us.
- took a group photo outside world of sports (WITHOUT RYZAL D:)
- went high cos of rain's "woohoo~"
- jianing kneeled on the floor in front of the bb cabinet in mise while wailing "SO NEAR YET SO FARRRR!"
- mise's shelf (that puts albums) side has enlarged photos of the teddy bear photoshoot and all solos except for top D:
- miroo pangseh-ed me D:

i guess that's all :D
FUN DAY! :D

2008-05-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

CREDIT gdluvzmc @ BBFANSITE

With U lyrics.

Oh… Oooooh…
Oh…… Oooooh…
Yeah…

YB:
She stands there looking at me
I know she’s wonderin’
If she should kick it with me
Cuz you all got that somethin’
If she be wanting to freak
The shakin’ thunderin’
And now she’s starting to creep up on me

GD:
Man she looks so good
And she looks so fine
Still it takes me high
Singing ‘My Oh My’
Got to get with her
Have her in my world
Hold her in my arms
That’s forever yo

Chorus:
I wanna rock with u
Dance with u
Do everything with u
Run around in the rain with u
Everyday now only u
Rock with u
Dance with u
Do everything with u
Run around in the rain with u
Everyday now only u….

DS:
It’s getting tough in the scene
The place is jumping now
I grab her hand and proceed
To the crowd that’s tumbling
I really want her with me
Some one-on-one romance
What she keeps doing to me
Got me feelin’…

SR:
Man she looks so good
And she looks so fine
Still it takes me high
Singing ‘My Oh My’
Got to get with her
Have her in my world
Hold her in my arms
That’s forever yo

Repeat Chorus

(Break it down)

YB:
I know that you’re thinking I won’t be right (Oh I can be right)
But it’s you girl now I made up my mind
From here we can start a new wonderful life
Always and forever yo

TOP:
(yo, yo)
I wanna rock
I wanna dance
I wanna do everything with you baby that’s it
Me and you together baby we can be a classic
So we can do those kinda things fantastic
The bombastic
Baby living drastic
But for you anything’s possible Love

GD:
(yea, yea)
I gotta rock
I gotta dance
I gotta do everything with a first glance (that’s me)
Make me wanna get up and run around in my (seat)
Baby got me wilin’ and you know what (I mean)
So fresh, so (clean)
So blessed, so lean
My honey, My Queen

Repeat Chorus x 2

(Ah, yea, that’s right)

2008-05-15T20:22:00.002+08:00

havent been uploading since... forever. LOL.

drama @ assembly was just plain failurexz. LOL.
i can't believe ppl recognise me. I'MA SO SAD.
and apparently, SOMEONE took a vid of the performance.
~~(WOW, FANCAM :X)~~
LOL. it was still funxzxzxzxzxz :D

hmm, gym trainings @ hwachong is cool! :D
the gym there is just so professional compared to the ny's one.
AND SO BIG SPONGEPIT SOMEMORE.
not like pathetic ny's one D:
houkong (or otherwise known as back somer?) is fun :D
but i just can't fan, like qiankong (front somer?). D:
(I HAVE NO IDEA HOW DONG BAE BAE DOES A BACK SOMER ON FLAT GROUND DURING EVERY LALALA'S PERF!)

i'ma starting to love my teammates moreee :D
btw, CHEER UP ABBY! :D

p.s. i'ma too lazy to upload photos.
p.p.s. I CANT WAIT FOR YOUNGBAE'S ALBUM :D
p.p.p.s. I CANT WAIT FOR UNTIL WHENEVER TOO!
p.p.p.p.s. i miss sg ivips meetings :D

2008-05-13T21:17:00.003+08:00

everything will get better?

"i wanna rock with you, dance with you, do everything with you~"
-With U, Big Bang

zomg. i got it from their preview.
i died.
SO. ADDICTIVE. AND. WAI. YOUNGBAE. LOOK. SO. HOT.
die.

anyways, back to reality.
(reality sucks~) hmm, gym was quite okay today.
prep talk was kinda... interesting.
teammates, let's jiayou!
we are together as one :D

i didn't know that she had so much burden on her shoulder, and yet we can trouble her like that and make things so difficult for her. now to think of it, she was really strong to be able to pull off such a strong front in front of us, but yet, her world is falling apart. it's not easy for her to carry all this worries and troubles by herself. it's unfair, but, hey, that's reality, that's the world. now i know why she's always in such a foul mood, venting anger on things, trying to achieve her best in everything she do. cos she knows her world is not great, she's trying to make it better. and yet, here we are, making her life even more difficult. she's definitely respectable to be able to do such a thing, even to be able to survive till now with such a life. sorry for all the troubles we/i have caused.

now i know how fortunate i am.

2008-05-09T20:54:00.004+08:00

omg i'm so happy :D
I GOT INTO THE SABBATS I CHOSE :D
haha.
i didnt even rank the thing la!
i didnt know. LOL. :D

OH, grats XUAN & YUNGE for getting into GE FANG! :D
seriously, then both of you can use the recording studio !@^^@%#$!#@$%%@.
~~i want to kill you two.~~
GRATS!

peektures :D
~~later~~ :D

creds mooseun @ ygbb
peekaboo :D

Jianing is actually a rabbit.

but also elvis.

pencil case :D

PINK.

tortured student? her lips are sealed and her leg is bai ka.

pretty :D

OMO. jianing's a astronaut too!

SHANNANANANA.

JOLENE ONG.

LOL.

frog.

bear.

i swear if he sees this i will die.

DORA AUD.

GOOSE-LIKE DUCK.

on air :D

random bus.

"kong"

frog again.

dentures gummy.

WITH JO.

BITE.

JOLENEEE!

amanda and jolene :D

CUTE!

CUTE!

CUTE LA!

i recommend you leave your hair like this!

it's seriously cuter :D

2008-05-08T18:05:00.003+08:00

class had been pretty boring :D
shannon broke her leg and is wheelchair-ed bound. LOL.
actually, i think it's her leg swollen. hehe.

hmm, life's pretty boring.
and it's not the best-est thing to be sitting in between SOME ppl.
for example, the PANDA, the CHEEKO, the BOOKCLUBPERSON, the MALAYDANCE person. LOL.
irritatingly fun :D

speed racer is showing!!!
had been waiting since a year.
FOR RAIN :D
his english debut. HEHEHEH :D
"i don't think so."
(hooked on that line. ^^)

and SE7EN'S ENGLISH DEBUT IS PRETTY GOOD :D
LOVES his english :D
cute boy :D
kept using 'like' over and over again. HAHHAHA.
and also.. "so... yeah." HAHAHAH :D
adorable x 238472847616153

sexy chois :D

have some random photos that i refuse to upload.
cos i'm friggin lazy :D

HAHA. this post makes absoloute no sense.
maybe only to me and some ppl :D

OFF TO MAKE HUITING'S SIG.

2008-05-05T21:06:00.002+08:00

lallalallaa.

this is gonna be a boring post.
i refuse to upload photos.
TOO BORED :D

lalala.
oh. kicked my table today and scared 3/4 of the class to death.
ALL BECAUSE OF JOLENE ONG AND BEISHI.
TICKLE ME FOR WHAT.
SEE. LUCKY TEACHER NOT IN CLASS.

lalala.
VOTE FOR YVONNE LEE!
she's my friend and i'm her happy pill :D

lala. REMEMBER TO VOTE :D

2008-05-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

THIS is just so
COOL.

2008-05-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

Layer One-On the Outside

Name: Vanessa Goh

DOB: 070194

Current status: single

Eye Colour: normal

Hair Colour: black with brown ends (it's natural, i swear)

Righty or Lefty: righty!

Layer Two-On the Inside

Your Heritage: CHINESEEEE

Your Fears: butterflies :X HOW FREAKING SICK ARE THEM. EW.

Your Weaknesses: chocolates & cheese :D

Your Perfect Pizza: beef :D and LOTS OF CHEESE. CHEEESEEEEEE.

Layer Three-Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Your Thoughts First Waking Up: sleep.

Your Bedtime: 12-1 am :D

Your Most Missed Memory: primary school when everyone was still free? :D

Layer Four-Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: COKE! i swear pepsi taste weird.

McDonald's or Burger King: macs :D

Single or group dates: single :D

Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS!

Tea or Nestea: er. is there a difference? o_o

Chocolate or Vanilla: choc. :D

Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee!

Layer Five-Do You...

Smoke: yes. LIKE REAL.

Curse: no. i'm innocent. HAHA. like real.

Have a crush: hmm. no?

Think you've been in love: yeaaaa. guess so.

Go to school: is there a choice?

Want to get married: yea :D

Believe in yourself: forever. i'm just so trusting. :D

Think you're a health freak: yes & no.

Layer Six-In The Past Month Have You...

Drank alcohol: yea. :D

Gone to the mall: yea -.-

Eaten sushi: yea :D

Dyed your hair: no D:

Layer Seven-Have You Ever...

Played A Stripping Game: O_O NO.

Changed Who You Were To Fit In: i dont think so.. maybe when i was young?

Layer Eight-You're HopingTo ..

Be Married: not really?

Layer Nine-In a Boy

Best Eye+Best Hair Color Combination : SINGLE EYE LIDDDD :D hair as long as he can pull it off :D

Short Hair or Long Hair: in between :D

Layer Ten-What Were You Doing

1 Min Ago: doing this quiz. WAO.

1 Hour Ago: reading fics + ygbb-ing :D

4.5 Hours Ago: oh wait. i need to count. er. on the bus home?

1 Month Ago: er. same?

1 Year Ago: no idea...

Finish the Sentence

I love: myself :D and all my friends & bigbang (AHHAHAHA).

I feel: like a fangirl :D

I Hate: BUTTERFLIES AOKSDKHEU.

I Hide: very lil', close to NO, secrets :D

I Miss: childhood :D

**list thirteen friends here (random order):

1.AMANDA

2.JOLENE

3.CHUANLING

4.JESSIE

5.SAIYING

6.STEL

7.er. AUDREY.

8.EVIE

9.JAVIER?

10.LA.

11.LALA.

12.LALALA.

13.LALALALA.

if number six[stel] were to confess to you LOVE,what would you do?
i believe she's straight :D

taken from stel's blog!
and i'm boreddd D:

2008-05-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

ladidumdum :D

i'm high for no reason! :D
even though napha was failurexzxzxz.
& qian kong was horidxzxzxz.

lalala :D

anyway, i love drama lessons :D

2008-04-30T18:28:00.005+08:00

CSM 2008!

//edit:
I THINK HWACHONG'S BAND IS COOL.
seriously, i personally thought it was way more fun than last year :D
although the weather kills :D
i think it's cos i actually knew what was happening o_o
like, who's running and blahs. :D

ROSANNE'S STALKER WAS SUPER FUNNY/SCARY/CREEPY CAN!
omg. where got this random guy suddenly come up to you and then start chanting your name and chasing you around?
it was FREAKY.
until we went to mr tiong. LOL :D
mr tiong was funny.

ros: OMG TIONG! THERE'S AN UGLY GUY CHASING MEEEE!
we: ya, her stalker!
tiong: OMG. SHE ACTUALLY HAS A STALKER?

LOL.

okay. got dared to free hug the free hugs guy!

photofrom NYsenior
(no, i'm not a stalker O:)

i actually felt bad for taking the 5 bucks after hugging em.
it's free hugs what :/
and that guy was a nice person (i think.)

and then jess and rosanne went to see SOMEONE and er, with audrey.
so we stoned for quite a long time @ the high school section.
seriously, and this random guy came and er, gave me his number o_o (and i got the news from jav that that guy was a despo/jerk/er. well, all the vulgarities.) and another random guy was waving at me. EW.
seriously. it's not as if he's that swimmer-bod-lookalike hottie right. :X

i'm never gonna go near that section again.

er, got freaked out and went back to stone :D
end of CSM :D

PEEKTURES.

^ my fave one :D

edit:
YESTERDAAAYYY's peektures

2008-04-28T20:36:00.011+08:00

THIS IS SO GONNA BE A PIC SPAM POST :D

TODAY- AFTER SCHOOL (SAC)
SAI. LOL.

i decided to dominate the walls with bigbang. since it's all covered with ~~DBSK~~.

VIPS!

20508~

BB!

BB!

it's a truth.

LOVE!

slack around in SAC.
talked with amanda, played ball and do random stuffs.
FOR EXAMPLE.
dancing to 'tell me'. LOL.

slackedddd :D

SATURDAY-SCIENCE EXHIBITION (HCI)
testtubes :D

cool.

cool too.

busy doing experiments :D

occupied :D

GREEN.

YELLOW.

er. FOAM.

MORE FOAM.

testubes! :D

it looks like corals/seaweeds. BUT IT'S NOT!

the cool pulley thing :D

PURPLE.

RED.

PURPLE.

colourful flames :D

green!

yellow + red/purple!

yellow + orange + pink! :D

MIXTURE!

strawberry extract!
the foamy/bubble thingo on the top is the strawberry's DNA.

JY's

FOOD BATTERY!

HIV.

VIRAL INFECTION.

VOLCANO!
(after erruption. :/)

it was FUN! :D
seriously. hehe :D
learnt quite a lot of stuffs :D
experiments are always the love :D

ithinkit's FRIDAY- JIANINGGG!

jianing's cool like that.

audi!

audi~

hcny bridge :D

FLY CAR!~

RANDOM!

yixuan's bag :D

what i drew last yr? LOL.
creds jianing's bloggg.

me and amanda.
(i'm actually amused i always wear my jacket.)
creds jianing's bloggg.

JOLENE LOOKS DAMN CUTE LA.
creds jianing's bloggg.

CUTER !
creds jianing's bloggg.

see the next picture.
creds jianing's bloggg.

see the above picture
creds jianing's bloggg.

RESEMBLANCE!

2008-04-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

CHANGED BLOG SKIN :D

2008-04-26T01:27:00.003+08:00

Credit: ygbigbang japan + My Dae@popcornfor2

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DAESUNG!
daedae, the cute smiling angel.
daedae, the joy in variety shows.
daedae, jiyong's new affection.
daedae, the muscle man :D
daedae, the doraemon lover.
daedae, the *shooting star* drummer!
daedae, superman! :D
daedae, kang dae sung, d-lite, happy 20th birthday!

i love this guy :D
he might not be the bestlooking, not the best rapper, but certainly has the biggest heart and the infectious smile :D
daedae you rock :D

icons to share for dae!

that's all for now!

2008-04-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

screwed up the blogskin.
wont be bloggin so soon.

until i change my blogskin.

2008-04-23T20:16:00.008+08:00

let just say that today was a hot day.
and that everyone died. almost.
class was so noisy cos of the heat. darned heat.
chinese compo after class was.. amusing :D
& i finally understood quadratic graphs :D

grew bored and started taking pics:

witness the sad life filled with projects.

random couple bottles?

amanda :D

random heart on audrey's table :D

marie sweeping.

err.

:D

lol junqi.

jolene's bag.

audrey's bag (?)

pens :D

maths equations.

NY.

the heat made me became insane and took weird photos.

lianhezaobao. LOL.

GYMNASTICS

zipper :D

confusing board game designed by me, sai and MIA jess.

under the desk.

lies horrid mess.

shannon.

netting :D

FANNNDOMMM!

okay. so i watched SBS CHANGE while waiting for jieying to finish her stuffs. :D
zomg, SO FUNNY LAAAA.
and the fans were so goddamn lucky.
the reactions of them were like O: throughout the whole thing.
zomg. LUCKYYY D:

i'm total loving hyoriTOP :D
if i cant have TOP, only hyori can :/

tabi looking mighty fine.

hyori looking friggin hot.

hyoriTOP LOVEEE.

2008-04-21T18:27:00.004+08:00

pictures speak louder than words.

(or maybe i'm just too lazy)

2008-04-20T18:28:00.005+08:00

Kissed someone you don't know: ~~o_o i'll like to say~~ nopes :D

hahahahhaa.
i dont know. LOL/
(AND I DONT CONSIDER THAT AS KISSING.)

haha. what the hell?
LOL. i'm being insane again? o_o

tag replies (in order) first:
audrey: haha. thankssss :D
mandy: THANKS :D
jo: coming soon!
stel: zomg. stalker. o_o HOW DID YOU GET MY BLOG!
jo: coming!
jo: hehe. she's my cousin.
jo: haha. i dont know what to say. :/

~~PICTURES, COMING SOON!~~

let's just say i'm lazy.
so ppl who want the comps picture, download HERE

NYMD'S HATFUL OF STARS 2 IS GREAT BTW :D
rosanne and shan! :D

CHANGING BLOGSKIN SOON!

stop deluding ~~yourself~~ myself.

2008-04-19T13:15:00.002+08:00

okay. i know i should be updating about the comps and uploading the pictures.
but i'm a jerk.
and i dont feel like doing that now.

zomg.

whatthehell.
I HATE MOODSWINGS.
(and godammnit, 5 minutes ago i was still spazzing.)

2008-04-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

GRATS NY GYMNASTIC FOR WINNING!

C DIV= TEAM SILVER.

B DIV= TEAM GOLD, INDIV GOLD, SILVER, BRONZE.

(ALL!!!)

we rock manxz! :D

and grats to all the other schools that won too! :D

uploading pics & more tomorrow :D
(totally shagged now.)

2008-04-15T22:28:00.005+08:00

JIAYOUS FOR COMPS TOMORROW!!! :D
we, the non-comps ppl will be @ the side, supporting all of ya!

_______________

aye.
i'm bored. & nari's going on bout 'what is a g-dragon?'
so. there.

DEFINITION OF A G DRAGON
1. a skinny scrawny stick guy who amazing still have pecs and (reasonably) nice arms.
2. a talented song writer who raps and sings.
3. dork who loved seungri.
4. dork who loves daesung.
5. has amazingly good fashion sense.
6. has a mole on his right cheek.
7. a hot dragon.

ohgawd. I'M BORED.
o_o

____________

sometimes, i look at ppl's blogposts and wonder.
i'm such a happy kid, i'm so blessed.
i'm most of the time happy and i dont get tie-downed by responsibilities (i'll prefer to say i dont want to care about responsibilities, but that's a different matter.)
ppl around me are sad, emo-ing, and i dont know what to do.
"hey, cheer up! don't be sad!"
that's all i always say. maybe a bit more than that.
but i always suck @ comforting ppl.
& that's bad.
my friends still ended up emo-ing, and i always feel hopeless when that happens.
i was meant to make ppl happy, but i dont think it helped.
& that's very. saddening.

i'm digressing.

anyway, i'm thankful that i'm actually happy.
i dont face relationship problems.
i dont have my major exams (O levels in particular to several friends) to worry about.
i dont have family problems that i want to bother about.

maybe it's the way i choose things? i dont know.

gotta try my another attempt to comfort ppl.
(yes, they might not even be reading this)

y----, be upset no more!
remember, i'm your happy pill! :D
i make you happy!
cheer up!
some things are not within your control, so no matter what you do, things might not change still.
be happy & dont get so stressed up about 'o's (not in position to say this).
the amount of work is tremendous, and with the 'saga' going on, and you being involved with it, try to stay healthy and dont fall sick again!
it's your crucial year!
(& even though it's stupid to say this, but) there are more important things out there currently, like, major exams.
i think it's time to be mature and tell the people involved to concentrate on the studies first.
still, no matter what happens, you still have your happy pill here! :D
again, CHEER UP!

c---- & s----, that day when you discussed with your mom about the overseas thing, i was really affected just by listening to the convo.
i wanna diss her, but she's my elderly, and i know better than to do that.
i came from a family which is not like yours, but even though you dont show it, i know the pain is still there.
somehow, you seems to already have given up on the thought of realising your dreams when asking for the permission.
that disheartens me, but you seems unfazed.
are you numb by it already?
if you are, i feel really sad, and i'll appreciate my family more, because i know, that that's something that you might have been searching for all the time.

really. i'm just a blessed girl.
aih. why did it turned out to be another one of these posts again :/

2008-04-14T19:28:00.002+08:00

OKAY!
my blog seems kinda dead o_o
so saddeningggg. :/

nothing much happened in school today.
watched HERO :D
(zomg. that movie is nice :D)
aye, half way only. :/
tomorrow continue.
& was aih-ing and aye-ing during class. HAHA.
jolene got influenced by me too. LOL.

i think grassae passed her flu to me.
graaa. was headache-ing and flu-ing, so didnt go to gym :/

okay, i should be posting this.
TO GYMMIES!
JIAYOUS FOR COMPS!
i know we are not the best, but WE CAN DO IT!
dont keep our team spirit down!
like abby said, treat your moment on the tramp as a stage for you to show your skills (or something along the lines).
JIAYOU AND HEAL ALL YOUR INJURIES! :D

btw, grats jiayi for OM world! :D

2008-04-12T23:39:00.001+08:00

BIGBANGSINGAPORE.COM

coming soon.

2008-04-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

thanks to ppl that tagged:
jo: i dont know la, i still somehow think that my passion for gym aint really THAT strong now :/
saiying: LOL. i figured you suck @ comforting ppl. but i still laughed @ your tag. i guess.. it's the insanity o_o
audrey: haha. thanks babe :D AOR LI LI. :D

& PS. THE SMILEY @ THE TAG BOARD IS DEFAULT. I CANT CHANGE IT :/

anyway, i'm annoyed by this person.
seriously. !^%#$@.
ugh. dont want to blog about her.

2008-04-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

balloons for international friendship day! :D

i thought i look dazed. LOL.

JOKES:
(click for larger view)

yea,
so i didnt go gym today.
even though i told jo i'll be going.
i know i shouldn't be doing this.
but whenever i go during comps time, i keep thinking that i'm useless. i can't do anything.
and when i go, i'm just a piece of junk there. wasting people's time.
i can't even do a tang for heaven's sake.
& my qiankong is more like qianzhi.
i suck and i know it.
i suck in gym, i cant do anything there.
i'm only an effin piece of waste there rotting away.

anyways, the quote of the day,
"When there is sex, there is variety. "
-educational vid during bio.

seriously. LOL.

2008-04-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

when people gets bored, that's what they do:
done = red
not done = green
in the middle = yellow

If you've ever pushed on a door marked pull or vice versa, copy and paste this into your profile.
i did.
If you have ever fallen up stairs, copy this into your profile
NOPES :D
If you or your best friend is insane, copy this into your profile.
*ahem saiying ahem*
If you have ever tripped over air, copy this into your profile.
LOLOLOL. NO.
If you have ever run into a tree, copy this to your profile!
it's a pole, not a tree. :/
If you ever felt like just running somewhere, copy this into your profile.
i think so..
If you think that losers hate/don't get Harry Potter copy this into your profile
nopes. it's a free country, dont get harry potter then don't get lor :D
I like cheese. I have seen purple cows. If two gooses are geese, why aren't two mooses meese, or if two foots are feet, why aren't two footballs feetball? People call me crazy, but I'm just random! If you're random and proud of it, copy this and put it in your profile.
this is. insane.
If you don't watch Laguna Beach or the O.C. or The Hills religiously, never have, never will, and are proud of it, copy and paste this into your profile.
hurhur. i'm not interested in OC :D
If you believe that over half of all you say/write/think doesn't come out right and is complete stupidity, copy and paste this into your profile.
i think i'm clever :D
If you've ever walked into a doorway that you could've clearly dodged, you just weren't paying close enough attention, copy and paste this on your profile.
maybe? o_o
If your profile is long, copy and paste this on it to make it even longer.
this is not a profile :D
98 percent of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you are one of the two percent who haven't, copy and paste this into your profile.
anti-drug :D
If you've ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile.
yes i did and i think it's normal :D
If you've ever run up the 'down' escalator or vice versa, copy and paste this into our profile.
when i was young...
If there are times where you annoy people just for the fun of it, copy and paste this into your profile.
YEAAA. *ahemsaiyingahem*
Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with fitting in and being popular. If you are one of the five percent who aren't, copy and paste this into you profile, and add your name to the list: XXX(the list is really long, i edited)
when i was young too! :D
92 percent of teenagers would die if Abercrombie and Fitch told them it was uncool to breathe. Copy this into your profile if you would be one of the eight percent laughing your arse off.
ya right. what's so great about abercrombie and fitch o_o
If you have ever been pushed into an ice-cold pool copy and paste this into your profile
i think so :D
If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason, copy and paste this into your profile.
HAHA. yes i did, before saiying o_o
If you have ever seen a movie (or show) so many times that you can quote it word for word. And you do at random moments; copy and paste this in your profile.
actually, not :D
If you're hyper, like being hyper, and are hyper all the time, COPY THIS INTO YOUR PROFILE!
maybe :D
If you think those kids should just give the Rabbit his cereal put this in your profile!
this is insano!
If you like chocolate as much as I do copy this in your profile
i love chocs :D
If you hate those irritating mosquitoes giving you mosquito bites copy this in your profile
haha. they need to live :/
If you hate those obnoxious preppy people PLEASE copy this in your profile.
yea :D

6 12 8

i think i'm really bored.

2008-04-08T18:55:00.002+08:00

ohmaigawd.
HAHAAAAA.
okay.
i promised myself i wont die laughing watching the mv,
BUT I PHAILED.

HAHAHA.
seriously, zhoumi just looks.. weird o_o
(OMG. I KNOW WHY. WHY CANT YOU SEE HIS TOP ROW OF TEETH? O_O)
and i dont know, the whole mv just pretty much made me go LOL.
i think it's the pronounciation. o_o
& KYUHYUN FACE. OMG. WAI. :D
donghae was awesome of cos :D
totally, as in, EVERYTHING.
even the rap part :D
hankyung's dance was totally love.
his pelvic thrust ~~makes me high~~ is love too!
and henry's violin solo is great. :D
siwonnie is the pure smex :D
ryeowook is kind of, new.
as in, he gave me a very refreshing + new feeling somehow :D

oh, i thought the part near the ending when they close up on their. er. pelvic, was a bit.
weird. o_o

ohmaigawd,
no, i dont have something against zhoumyuk.
i think.

anyways, MV here!

2008-04-07T20:08:00.004+08:00

went to watch tennis semi-finals today.
ugh. i dont feel like blogging because of some arse, so, pics.

2008-04-05T23:26:00.007+08:00

//edit! more photos :D

i-VIPs! :D
creds intheendd@ygbbforumSGthread

BIGBANG IS VIP! :D
cred SYIFA!

:D
cred SYIFA!

TEAMTOP-MIROO, ME AND SYIFA!
cred SYIFA!

TEAMTOP AGAIN :D
cred SYIFA!

aih. so sad ar.
my bro thought se7en was a seven guy boyband :/
& the kpop gasoos he know is se7en (yes, a boyband according to him) and RAIN.
SO SAD MANXZ.
& he only realised today that my room was covered with bigbang.
as in, he knew the guys, but didnt know they are BIGBANG.
_______________________

SG IVIP MEETING TODAY AGAIN :D

ahaha. so fun manxz :D
we had screening of BIGBANG THE GREAT CONCERT @ SUNTEC CONVENTION HALL ROOM 204! :D
seriously it's so cool manxz.
there's the thing that displays what stuff is going on in what room and when it wrote 204- BigBang- The Great Concert Screening, all of us spazzed and took picture of it. LOL. [pic 1]
pictures first :D

1. the cool thing :D

2. one whole room for us :D

3. hurhur. very blur shot of the beginning of the great. TOO EXCITING :D

4. the real and the great :D

5. syifa. LOL. (blackmail photo :D)

6. SG iVIPs :D

7. yvonne and twin vanessa :D

8. shot of jiyong on the screen. LOL.

9. crazy dog i think :D

10. glasses :D

11. MORE glasses :D

12. the water refil thingo?

13. SG iVIPs :D

14. the twins :D we are VANESSAs :D

15. vanessa and me and the jiyong scarf :D

16. vanessa and me and the jiyong shades :D

17. jiyong shades and jiyong scarf :D

18. NARI & her jiyong shirt :D

19. Nari & her jiyong shirt, Me & my TOP shirt :D

20. signing the sign :D

21. more signing! :D

22. THE SIGN THINGO :D

23. von drawing on the thingo :D

24. TEAM TOP! :D me & syifa doing the finger twirling thing :D

25. the back of TOP shirt :D

26. DORAEMON! :D (so daesunggggie)

met zaboss (HAHA. THAT NAME'S STICKING WITH HER :D), wendy, miroo, xing, xing's friend-pauline, beebee, beebee's friend, vanessa and natasha at BK with von :D
then walked to the convention centre and met tricia on the way with her friends o_o
and she was like, ohmaigawd-i-got-caught. HAHA.
wendy recognised her by her kwonjiyong nametag on her bag :D
IT'S. SO. COOL.
all of us were like, should we go? or not?
and in the end wendy asked her! :D
reached convention cente and spazzed alot over the sign and the cool thing :D
watched some footage of the real first, and waited for more and more ppl to come :D
finally, about 20+ ppl came and then started the great :D
haha, screamed so much my throat hurts now :/
sat with team top- vanessas & MAYI-sue!! (cept for syifa and miroo.. D:)
the whole thing was SUPER INCREDIBLE cool :D
especially at KOHJIDMAL (LIES) when all of us stood up and did the finger-twirling part by TOP :D
and also @ majimak insa's dance! :D
haha, pure cool-ness.
and i remembered someone (i dont know her name. ohmaigawd) danced the jiyong part wearing jiyong shades and it all look so cool :D

was a bit saddened when i hear ppl talking about some other group when we are at bb's gathering :/
but other then that, the whole thing was a blast :D
screamed so much i think i was the noise pollutant there. HAHAHAHA.
went with von, miroo, zaboss (SAJANGNIMM!!!), syifa, nari and xing to eat @ food republic and chatted :D
bus-ed to g.ma house after that and was extremely exhausted. hehe :D

i ♥ SG iVIPs!

2008-04-04T21:09:00.002+08:00

OHMAIGAWD.
i'm so proud of myself :D

I RAN 2.65KM ALL BY MYSELF (on the threadmill)!!!
tocompensatefornotgoingtogym(i'msuchablurheadididntknowthere'sgym.)andthepizzabreadsiatejustnow.

it's something to be happy over since i suck @ running & dont have motivation to run at all actually.
SO I'M A HAPPY GIRL NOW! :D

i will stop slitting myself with a carrot :D

2008-04-02T19:58:00.006+08:00

the first ever assembly that i've never slept in. :D
not even a wink manxz.
(cept for maybe the first fews in ny cos of the importance of it. LOL)
cos, it's,

MUSICA VIVA @ NY FEATURING TETRAFIDES!

one of the greatest thing ever.
tetrafides SO pwned manxz.
seriously, you must totally appreciate the things they come out with.
it's like, noise forming a piece of music kind of thing.
no, it's like PURE music.
ohmaigawd, i dont even know how to describe it.
really, THEY PWNED :D

i was enjoying myself through the whole perf. really really really great perf btw.
and after that, i felt stalkerish and after buying the cd, decided to ask all of em for an autograph :D
some pics:

Neville!
he's like, really funny and hilarious. hahahah :D

Josh.
he's beatboxing killed me.
seriously.
and his sense of humour is funny in a weird way that keeps me laughing like crazy :D

Marcus.
ohmaigawd. he's drum skills is like, the love.
really. the hands are so fast it's barely there? kind of thing.

Louise.
a great example of pretty women with brains and talents :D
inspiring :D

i forgot what this is called, it's some awesome instrument that is currently very rare cause the people making these are dying out.
the designs on it are so intricate :D

some set-ups.

Mrs Ho with Neville after the perf.

clearing up the stuffs :D

more of clearing up the stuffs.

part of the perf :D

Neville with the cool instrument (that i forgot the name again :X)

the perf again :D

and again :D

one of the instruments :D

so interesting you must click here :D

2008-04-01T22:17:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
SO.
you know what, today's APRIL'S FOOL! :D
so, the previous post is total crap :D
ps. if you look carefully, i wrote this what date is it today? at the end of the previous post.

SO.
i cheated a grand total of.... 3 people!
(oh my gosh. darn. pathethic.)
which are:
CHUAN : HAHAHA. ohmaigawd. airhead la you! :D
RYZAL : THANKS FOR CARING! :D you rock okays! :D seriously, even though i dont really know you and talked one-lines to you. (LOLOL)
ESTHER : MEATBALL. LOL. and you laughed at me. BOO D:

i'm so upset. only 3 people read my blog O:

SAD LIL KID.

2008-04-01T18:20:00.003+08:00

oh great.
so when i was walking back home, i kind of tripped over some friggin landing.
and twisted my darn ankle.
you can actually see the bone jutting out. seriously.
and then now the whole thing is like, wrapped like dont know what.
like cast like that.
wow. i'm crippled.

seriously, why does weird things just happens to me?

(what date is it today?)